Music Made Me
As I walk this busy street, where people shop And old friends meet, I often stop Real franticly, and look around and honestly I just can’t see, what’s wrong with me Every hug, every kiss that’s displayed in my sight Every glance, every flirt and even every fight Seems to bring to mind a song…
They aren’t looking for me
I remember the day it all started It was a rainy night When me and my best friend parted The candle and moon combined their light She left to never be seen again But the body said its part of a plan I miss old hymen wish she would call She was so sought after…
Can you hear it?
I hear the heartbeat of the street caused by their feet As grind and soles meet the melody to me sounds sweet Ever since my sight went away my life went another way A gift of listening, seeing was the price I had to pay To make matters worse, I’ve been blessed with a curse…
Visions of the future
With my entire might, all this white I must fight This spec of light, made the color spectrum seem right In my mind it shines so bright The space for errors is so tight Envision it beautifully, vividly depicting every detail Now getting every trail and stroke on without fail That’s the trial, the test…
A Cracked Heart
The sun drowns, in what now seems as a red sea A serene scene of beauty, so full yet empty White rose peddles dance in the sky, a flock of seagulls fly by He starts to cry as he thinks “am I going to die” Each kick is to keep afloat, each glance seeks a…
The Truest Love
The knife, leaves her live ended in strife Resembling a hive, casting yet another dive in the abyss Her wish to receive love’s kiss was given The price, was to abandon the living Temped by fame, jewelry and a beauty unknown She followed a name, Gucci, worn by a man alone Taken to a place…
Over and Over again
7 steps to his door, will not have it anymore I prepare my speech, like I never have before He has defecated what’s mine, and acts like its all fine For the millionth time, the words race through my mind Step 1 You piece of shit, you illiterate son of a bitch You condom usage…
The Sadness of your words
The edge is rugged and yet it shines with a subtle grace The darkness at the bottom craves to find its place Assumptions based on stories from people who evade the truth Tales of brimstone twisted into smiles breathing sooth But its embrace feels saver than the other holes surrounding it Each sole purpose is…
Hiding your smell
Always angry at anyone adversely admiring aesthetics I will never understand those who participate in athletics Beauty born by believing broken bitches beseeches bad blood Society has made hiding your smell a rule that’s widely understood Clashing concepts crash consecutively cleansing cluttered courses Put on perfume to entice, deo to hide, stop moving to hide…
Catch 22
Slowly but certain I can feel the curtain Enforcing this burden of a unknown person Chipping away at this display What to say since I’m the prey Words lose meaning feels like I’m dreaming My courage is leaving my body is scheming To abandon hope I just can’t cope With the pressures of upholding vain…
Lost my way
I have waited for my day to come I hoped it would be fun To go through the wind at top speed A small push is all I need I feel like my time is near Most of my friends are no longer here We were close, most likely will never meet again They all…
Freedom of speech
His speech was the start of this war A political rising star He pressed buttons best left untouched Our right of existence crushed We were rushed to dark spots to hide Our freedom of speech denied Instead we were burned, erased, killed Regardless of the role we filled He promised to take down the bad…
A picture’s worth
It has a dark and morbid atmosphere Yet every detail is vividly clear It’s an old city overcome by decay The buildings tell the tale of past dismay Their sides are covered with black spots and rust At their feet, there are big clouds of dust The windows are shattered and inside is grey The…
Are you serious?
There she is a part of me, that for eternity will make me happy Running elegantly, such beauty, loving her is easy But why is she running, and what is she holding It looks red … nah, Eve wouldn’t be that defying Sweetheart calm down, we have eternity why hurry You can … hold up,…
Can’t help myself
Hook How would it feel, if the world had just stopped? What would I see if I couldn’t feel a thing? Would I be gone or could it be wrong? To not wanting to be here? But I’m so tired of not having any hope All I see, is a life of empty ~ So…
Say it aint so
Today is the day the moment of truth is near Their wedding day is finally here They are going to seal a love to true Keeps pacing back and forth repeating “I do, I do, I do” His entire family and all his friends are present But her family decided to remain absent Her cousin…
So this is it?
Feel like I’m caught in the sickest game a mind can play These four walls seem to be closing in everyday Keep losing track of time, every day is the same This routine of captivity will drive me insane Three meals a day and from time to time it gets cleaned Shit in the room…
Final cut
They visited his parents’ house, his first apartment his current house Then spoke with his first girl, his first wife his current spouse Took pictures of the houses, the schools the family Talked with his friends, his fans and his one enemy Collected interviews, photo shoots some old video clips A stack of albums, features…
The last days of a writer
The TV showed reruns for the past two years No recent made content a fact with no peers No movies no classes not a script was made Their boredom was complete no new songs were played Some visions got stolen they will not come back News honest so boring black screen views they lack For…
The lesser of two evils
His dance seems funny to those who pass him by But his face and eyes, show he’s about to cry Hands on his ass, his knees up and down Teeth into bottom lip, to keep the screams down Staring at the door trying to conjure up a plan His resentment growing for that damn little…
She held me
Her silhouette haunts my dreams Her conquest the goal of my schemes Her lips brim with the essence of purity Her scent fills the cavity between perfect and beauty But she refuses my calls With each denial, my mind slowly falls I told her to stay with me She playfully said “stop acting crazy” Her…
I think she loved me
I remember the kiss on my forehead It weren’t the ones she spoke but the ones she never said From every conversation we had The words that never drove me mad Were placed in a dark corner of her heart It were these simple words that held us apart But I remember that kiss on…
I don’t know why
The lights are out, music plays in the background Darkness broken by a shout, a sobbing sound On his knees, spit hangs from his lip Screaming a plea, he knows is forfeit “Why must I cry, why yearn to die?” Amidst his tears, releases a sigh His hand reaches for his drink, he requires a…
See Through
Maybe it’s the clouds that dance in the sky Maybe it’s the wind, that if you listen close seems to cry It could be the whispers of the people who were here before me The awkward glances they throw, as if they hate me All of that, makes it feel like home without the walls…
A letter from …
Ok so seriously, this is how you wish to treat me Portray me to be a vindictive little baby Who holds a grudge to such a degree That innocent bystanders mean nothing to me Seriously … I mean Im not saying Im the nicest guy out here But COME ON, you are just exploiting fear…
It was here
It was the month of May, it was a rainy day Hiding beneath her umbrella, with a smile on her face Staring at the sky, as if the rain was out of place All alone in an empty field, looking at nothing but rain Without a word being said, I understood she was in pain…
Tales of Grimm Part 1
An eerie wind blows through the hallways of Simabyss castle All six gods of the realm gather to hold a meeting turned hassle Sitting around a round table made of bones of those passed Held together by their spirits never has death been so amassed But this image of doom has not once created a…
Deep Thoughts
At his desk, he confessed it was all such a mess Stressed, hands over ears, his hair caressed His fears were less than accurate As the sound is only half of it Lights off, sipping on a bottle of whiskey As his PC screen flickers ever so elegantly Rebooting, so soothing music is out of…
His Hers Ours
His I can smell the putrid stench of my hell The aroma of sex I know it well She will pay in tears she will live in fear Retribution is near this picture now clear How dare she do this in our own home When work is the only reason I left her alone Cheating…
Dream a little dream of me
They sit in their respective chairs And as the conversations dares To go into a place where one feels alone His counterparty strikes a chord shabby sewn Easily unraveled but covered by dirt and gravel As his feelings tell him this is eve’s apple So at this thought, he does naught but glare Until it…
Breathing Darkness
They say it was born from the malice of man The sky it tore with its fury it turned glass from sand Its rage fueled by the hatred, residing in darkness They created it yet its undoing is their wish With each stroke of its wings, thunder does clap With each breath, it consumes, the…
Altered Beast
My soul has withered it slowly slithered to where hope has littered All those that glittered once so bright but are now embittered Lost in Time As I unwind I slowly find that my mind Unwillingly signed my soul to walk a line consisting of slime … I started so brave attention I would crave…
Chaos Lust
The last thing I wrote as a free man My vivid tales of horrid events always lead to a response This infuriates me to my very essence I’m amazed each time so my reply is similar in every occurrence Why would you say such a thing is it insanity to create a world You view…
Diamond whispers
A town called perfect As scenery flashes past me, the radio hums a melody Soothing whatever memory I will take home from my daily activity A 9 to 5 enables this X5 a beautiful house and a gorgeous wife Minimum strife what some would call the perfect life So as the wheels rotate I make…
The greatest Love of all
Patience Curtis will be cursive Edward Williams Will be bold From whispers of love, this story is told It’s a storming night a square room with a dimmed light Holds a relationship whose end is in sight The clattering of rain, ticking its melody against the window Cuts through an atmosphere of pain, as one…
Damaged intentions
My Diary Entry The clattering of the rails creates a soothing melody My skin has felt pale as if tainted by empathy Cold thrills caressing my spine entwined in a dance Images reflected in the stream next to the train, seem to prance I sit alone in a four seat the brown leather softly squeaks…
The love of your life
Screams envelop a nightmare based on a dream I sympathize with unclean hopes I have seen If’s constructed by maybe’s push me to sleep Try forgetting the misplaced step in the deep Death created by human hands, it’s his fault No empathy my feelings sleep in a vault Code traceable but unknown hints are left…
Dancing in the darkness
Slowly but certain I can feel the curtain Enforcing this burden of an unknown person Chipping away at this display What to say since I’m the prey Words lose meaning feels like I’m dreaming My courage is leaving my body is scheming To abandon hope I just can’t cope With the pressures of upholding vain…
Be Inhuman
Wind blowing through the trees the air cries the forest plea’son this night of unholy deeds, this night where the devils seedshave grown and taken shape have taken a twisted stateamusement instead of fear joy in the place of hateon Halloweens eve they gather every yearin the forest with no name they lit fire to…
Finding Pleasure in Pain
Secret wishes of kisses blown to an unknown cheek My knees feel weak as my heart tries to speak Her gesture pisses but misses the core of my emotions My devotion to her motion runs deeper than seven oceans As the fine thread of time runs through my mind I glance her way One day…
Vicious Circle
The Geek Man last night was the fucking best Finally that burden I carried found rest No longer part of that pathetic click I found my swagger …I’m SO the shit I had sex and it was unbelievable Fucking awesome even incredible My self-respect is soaring where it used to sleep I can now say…
Bartender hit me again
5 men sit at the bar staring at their empty glass Each hoping and waiting for this moment to pass Let us take flight into the image of the first memory Out of the night into the mind filled with pure agony … Intentional adultery wrapped and enveloped in conjugal honesty Her daily routine disabled…
Millionaire Businessman on coke
So what are you people trying to say And why am I being put on display George stay calm look we are all friends here Take it easy we just want to make this clear We know about your habit and you need to quit Cause its scary shit when you wipe sperm from ya…
Dare to dream
I love to visit this place Enjoy the smiles on their face The food primed with emotion Their laughter filled with devotion Moments caught hang on walls Even paintings stand tall Pictures canvas and a warm feeling All this makes it harder to be stealing But I’m required to it’s a necessity My joy reaches…
It wasn’t you
Kisses on places soft and wet Music gliding to the air the mood is set Every move gentle and thoughtful Your physic looks fragile so I’m careful Every curve withholds perfection The air itself whispers take some action Slowly but surely remove ya brassier ya body shivers as I slowly come near Put the cd…
The sun never came out today
Pain in tears agony woven into a tapestry Drowning in fears swimming in joy’s memory Kisses on cheeks flash before eyes so weary Hugs and laughs flee from me leaving me empty Walks on paths leading nowhere Into a pit of darkness I stare The future whispers back tales of sorrow Yet to come as…
Life’s like a box of chocolates never know what you’re gonna get
My mind swims in a pool of memory My emotion drowns in a lake of misery My words seemed dipped in agony Laughter now feels like history Hands over my face my stature seems calm Thoughts all over the place my breaths don’t leave my palm Scared to glance into the windows of another’s soul…
Multiple Stories in 1
John was a drunken psychopath filled with a wrath unknown to him Forgetting the reason was the effect of his drinking He would beat his wife at the merest hint of strife Strike her until she was an inch away from losing her life Shirley was a beautiful girl who would have received the world…
There is something I have to say
Her kiss feels like a bliss on a cheek strung out by stress My tongue glides down her neck while my mind says “confess” Screams in my head of possibilities that could come Every scenario boils down to the same one But her body feels so soft, gentle and tempting With every touch, I can…
Drop Dead Gorgeous
DROP Shit let me keep running let me stay one step ahead I know they’re gunning if I slow down I’m dead Screams of “freeze” fill the air that’s as idle as the scream itself As he lets loose his yell he must have known it himself I will not stop I will pursue my…
Ghosts of the Past
As the wind outside soothingly plays its own melody Branches tick against the window to create a serenity The atmosphere is damp and filled with a certain tension The four men stare at the letter and none dare mention The thoughts that glide through their head Their comrade in arms is now gone is now…
For one minute I wish we could switch places
Teary eyed, hands shaking I hate this feeling Secretly hopefully still wishing I’m dreaming Broken images collect them self in my memory Feels like this burden I alone can carry But oh how this one image haunts me Forcing its self on me the image of how you left me Driving me crazy cause lately…
I never thanked you
A tear of pain rolls down a path set by those before him Moving hands write a tale while my subtle sound becomes slimmer Screams of agony fill the inside because whispers only enter from the outside Misery through sound … hope and laughter both died Now only the sound of writing of the pen…
There’s nothing wrong with me; there’s something wrong with you
Illustrious thoughts guided by fingers of elegance Anger released on paper set free by a slipping patience Rage full glances at people in his surrounding A scorn outcast … fitting in a dream he once pursued but now stopped trying His eyes show hatred for his peers Listening to the background of his voice is…
Kill Death
It’s a cold evening with a stormy background Light flashes enter my room But the thunder to me is a welcome sound It eases the pain of the breath I feel in my neck With the rain clattering on my window Now I feel a certain chill down my back Close my eyes to reminisce…
Computer love
It’s that time so let me turn off the light It’s finally that time it’s finally night As I turn on my PC and wait for the screen to flicker The mood is romantic even though it’s me my screen and my snicker As I take a bite and wait I look at the time…
Eve stands in front of the tree and looks at the apple as I appear
Hey, how are you … Eve is it?Even though you don’t know me how would u like to take a tripa journey with your mind and bodyand all you gotta do is listen to meI can grant you bliss beyond believeI can give you joy … a constant relievehow would you like a sensation in…
The Tale of Whispers
fear envelops me as I lay tied to our bedinscriptions cover me from legs to headthe scent of blood rises from these symbolsas my vision gets clear… my hope crumbleshope … this is a dream and not the devil’s lairI’d sigh with relief if this were a nightmarethen slowly but surely a silhouette appearscreepy and…
Henry Hudson Trilogy part I: Hudson’s tale
A Pioneers Tale The wave’s crash, thunder roars and rain pours As the Halve Maen is steadily following its course Its sails commissioned by the business driven V.O.C. Its hull once again tries to challenge the unforgiving sea It’s captain, a man unyielding in his pursuit of a dream His plan was to find an…
The price of fame
There were thousands of screaming fans waiting for a glance From a man who was entranced by music’s romance Hailed their jubilation as their bodies played their role Their worries unfold, dancing to the rhythm of his entangled soul A new artist, yet he feels his spirit getting old As the connection of love she…
There she lay
She lays on the bed her body emits words unsaidHer eyes tell tales of adventures not leadAs I ask if she would like a massageShe smiles with a grin that is a homageTo everything that is to come as this is the prelude to funAs I glance at her back I take a moment and…
The mind of madness
My violent intrusion caused chaotic confusionDeath by what they would deem an illusionPure irritation by their hesitation of believing their devastationAt the hands of nature’s most deadliest creationMy flight ignited frightAmazement by this sightScreams of fear vibrated so clearThat one moment I held so dearBefore I drank their blood and broke their necksLeft some breathing…
The … Never Lies
His First Appearance Horrid screams bellow through the roomAs if doom had decided to gloom over to soonScaring what little hope remained into a shallow cornerHis mental state frail edged to its final borderHis heart pounded as if trying to escape his chestYet the screams sounded as if he wore them as a crestAs if…
Rotting Inside Out
The moonlight glistens through the braches, as Francis whispers to Tom “go in”The wind seems to sing, an eerie melody as Jason’s mind goes emptyStaring at a house abandoned for an unknown time, yet has a brand new signTom replies “now way man, you go first” the house seems to react to this outburstAs the…
The beauty of power
Finally my slumber was peacefully quietI awake to the dawn yet try to deny itThe enticing screams which had filled my dreamsAvoided the scenes or so it does seemThere were no dark nightmares to haunt my visionStare at the dark ask my eyes permissionTo view if the wood resembles my memory“Ever changing to ones cruelest…
Death looks
I will let my eyelids meet to let my mind speakImage so vividly weak yet my blood fills with heatEvery time it flashes every other thought it thrashesWith sanity it clashes but I can’t deny thisFeeling of superiority over humanityEvery time my memory visits this entityOf evil which is a necessity to any fatalityIts burden…
Suicidal Failure
Tearful screams of agony fill the atmosphereAs the picture once more becomes vividly clearLight finally shines I’m no longer naked in darknessNo more cracked lines of light but I still feel hopelessCause the entity which accompanied me with a dreadful melodyIs no longer musically but insanity now envelopes this monstrosityThe tune he used to whistle…
She looks good
Your final thoughtsThey always did say ass would be the death of meI always thought a disease I caught from sick pussyWould mean my demise so even my own thoughts were liesI always was a sucker for eyes but an idiot for thighsThe face did not even have to match up she can be uglyBecause…
Being accepted
I’m sorry I left things the way they areits driving me crazy chasing that starthings that crossed my path opened my eyesemotions got tossed by telling liesI now find myself on the same path as beforethe same feeling of wealth teasing my coremy soul is dancing a dance of smiles and laughtercause I’m getting close…
Looking ahead and back
My eyes fill up with tears that I can’t explainI swear to you I can hear deaths whisper I can hear him say my nameI can’t believe I’m standing here looking at thisElegant breezes of wind pass by me and they also carry away my wishMy wish that this place would be safeThe hair at…
Ghostly Presence
Focused on memory flashes of historyPassing me vividly leaving no empathyMy past is agony haunting me heavilyThis is my destiny that is what scares meSo as each day passes I evade the massesStay out their path, hope I have castAway at last but despair amassedAll alone with no home to call my ownBut my vicinity…
Dream a little Dream
Another day unwinds witnessed the difference in timesAgain I speak my mind and again a reply declinesStaring into a world obscene and impureThe levitating angel should whisper a cureBut his silence is golden and remains unbrokenHis presence alone a token so no words are spokenThe women to my right stand in absence of frightTheir clothing…
Do you remember your first time?
Do YOU remember YOUR first time?You were probably as nervous as me to see what your ability would beAs it was sketched from your fantasy to become a realityWhich should withstand time and meet infinitySo you shake the can in your hand and plan where to begin this manOr hero or abstract zero or decadent…
2 sides 1 story
Another night I spend in frightIn the absence of light I lack all mightTo fight my disease I drop to my kneesTo say my pleas and instead of pleaseI simply ask forgive meI cry day after day aimlessly wandering through my dismayUnable to hear the words that courage would sayAddicted to the pay the rush…
Through My Eyes
His shoes are covered with snowUnmoved by it, he follows this glowThis ever present glory of lightDiminishes all frightBut his senses give a heedA painful gut feeling which he will needTo ensure his safetyHis soul and his bodyThus the stick, however useless it may beUnable to see meBut I’m certain he suffers the agonyWhich I…
Vanity, Glamour, and Cocaïne
I’m sane among the mentally deprivedAll my life I have strived to gain fameA status uplifted name, a star by all rightsFor that purpose I hid my painThe agony unknown to all, which I carry aloneBefore I engage in my tale, welcome to my homeBut as I speak pay attention and watch closelyI will mention…