There is this smile when I look at you It’s something I can’t control There is this happiness when I’m next to you It’s almost as if I’m scared of you There is this uneasiness when I kiss you It’s almost as if I’m not worthy of you There is this sensation when I hold…
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From the first time till now, I never stopped loving you You don’t complete me, and you never will But I don’t want you to I want to try to be better for you I want to become someone worthy of loving you You will never feel unwanted, unloved or not special I will cherish…
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It was the silence that let me know you were gone It were the raindrops on the window that I heard for the first time It was the TV show that I watched without you interrupting me The bedroom door I closed all the way, because I had no need for light The pillows didn’t…
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She lays on the bed her body emits words unsaidHer eyes tell tales of adventures not leadAs I ask if she would like a massageShe smiles with a grin that is a homageTo everything that is to come as this is the prelude to funAs I glance at her back I take a moment and…
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My violent intrusion caused chaotic confusionDeath by what they would deem an illusionPure irritation by their hesitation of believing their devastationAt the hands of nature’s most deadliest creationMy flight ignited frightAmazement by this sightScreams of fear vibrated so clearThat one moment I held so dearBefore I drank their blood and broke their necksLeft some breathing…
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His First Appearance Horrid screams bellow through the roomAs if doom had decided to gloom over to soonScaring what little hope remained into a shallow cornerHis mental state frail edged to its final borderHis heart pounded as if trying to escape his chestYet the screams sounded as if he wore them as a crestAs if…
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The moonlight glistens through the braches, as Francis whispers to Tom “go in”The wind seems to sing, an eerie melody as Jason’s mind goes emptyStaring at a house abandoned for an unknown time, yet has a brand new signTom replies “now way man, you go first” the house seems to react to this outburstAs the…
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Finally my slumber was peacefully quietI awake to the dawn yet try to deny itThe enticing screams which had filled my dreamsAvoided the scenes or so it does seemThere were no dark nightmares to haunt my visionStare at the dark ask my eyes permissionTo view if the wood resembles my memory“Ever changing to ones cruelest…
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I will let my eyelids meet to let my mind speakImage so vividly weak yet my blood fills with heatEvery time it flashes every other thought it thrashesWith sanity it clashes but I can’t deny thisFeeling of superiority over humanityEvery time my memory visits this entityOf evil which is a necessity to any fatalityIts burden…
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Tearful screams of agony fill the atmosphereAs the picture once more becomes vividly clearLight finally shines I’m no longer naked in darknessNo more cracked lines of light but I still feel hopelessCause the entity which accompanied me with a dreadful melodyIs no longer musically but insanity now envelopes this monstrosityThe tune he used to whistle…
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Your final thoughtsThey always did say ass would be the death of meI always thought a disease I caught from sick pussyWould mean my demise so even my own thoughts were liesI always was a sucker for eyes but an idiot for thighsThe face did not even have to match up she can be uglyBecause…
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I’m sorry I left things the way they areits driving me crazy chasing that starthings that crossed my path opened my eyesemotions got tossed by telling liesI now find myself on the same path as beforethe same feeling of wealth teasing my coremy soul is dancing a dance of smiles and laughtercause I’m getting close…
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My eyes fill up with tears that I can’t explainI swear to you I can hear deaths whisper I can hear him say my nameI can’t believe I’m standing here looking at thisElegant breezes of wind pass by me and they also carry away my wishMy wish that this place would be safeThe hair at…
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Focused on memory flashes of historyPassing me vividly leaving no empathyMy past is agony haunting me heavilyThis is my destiny that is what scares meSo as each day passes I evade the massesStay out their path, hope I have castAway at last but despair amassedAll alone with no home to call my ownBut my vicinity…
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Another day unwinds witnessed the difference in timesAgain I speak my mind and again a reply declinesStaring into a world obscene and impureThe levitating angel should whisper a cureBut his silence is golden and remains unbrokenHis presence alone a token so no words are spokenThe women to my right stand in absence of frightTheir clothing…
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Do YOU remember YOUR first time?You were probably as nervous as me to see what your ability would beAs it was sketched from your fantasy to become a realityWhich should withstand time and meet infinitySo you shake the can in your hand and plan where to begin this manOr hero or abstract zero or decadent…
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Another night I spend in frightIn the absence of light I lack all mightTo fight my disease I drop to my kneesTo say my pleas and instead of pleaseI simply ask forgive meI cry day after day aimlessly wandering through my dismayUnable to hear the words that courage would sayAddicted to the pay the rush…
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His shoes are covered with snowUnmoved by it, he follows this glowThis ever present glory of lightDiminishes all frightBut his senses give a heedA painful gut feeling which he will needTo ensure his safetyHis soul and his bodyThus the stick, however useless it may beUnable to see meBut I’m certain he suffers the agonyWhich I…
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I’m sane among the mentally deprivedAll my life I have strived to gain fameA status uplifted name, a star by all rightsFor that purpose I hid my painThe agony unknown to all, which I carry aloneBefore I engage in my tale, welcome to my homeBut as I speak pay attention and watch closelyI will mention…
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Sorry for the delay folks, but a bunch of stuff was going on. My ex-provider decided that our old package wasn’t valid anymore and just shut it down without warning. And we needed to switch to their new plans if we wanted our website back. So, yeah we are now finally back up after switching…
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