No one will ever love the true me

No one will ever see my past as a thing of beauty

No one will ever see my flaws, as what makes me perfect

No one will ever see how bad the inside of my soul is wrecked

I will always be forsaken by the ones I hold dear

I will always be kept back by my own fears

I will always disappoint those around me

I will always fail those that depend on me

Everyone will say I will never be normal

Everyone will say I will never be adorable

Everyone will say I will never be more than weird

Everyone will say I will never be revered

I will never be more than a failure

I will never have love for I cannot keep her

I will never be more than what I am

I will never be able to become a man

Some have actually succeeded, in breaking the trust I had

Some have broken me down to where Ill remain sad

Some have seen the shards and broke them down further

Some will understand there is not only one her

I hate who I have become and being unable to change

I hate my limited appearance, I hate my skills their range

I hate how I feel, I hate how I express myself

I hate the world for having me, and yes I hate myself