She

So many years and so many tears, passed me by

My biggest fears they all never clear, and so I cry

I screamed through my phone, words of pain, leave me alone

The coldest tone, through soul and bone, a heart of stone

As he whispered, we are wrong together, so leave it be

Insanity, because I really tried like crazy

Sacrificed time, a single track mind, leave it behind

Sense I can’t find, my mind can’t align, this can’t be fine

It simply means, that all of my dreams, were all bullshit

And now it seems, through all our scenes, he wants to quit

What about us, our love our trust GONE, on your lone whim

Wasn’t is enough, effort, tears, trust NONE, then fuck your whim

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Lost

4 long years of trying

2 sad years of crying

Now equal to nothing

That fact is cutting

Deep into her soul

As the story unfolds

The truth that it holds

Has often been told

One side wants together

Other side wants free

A bond they can’t sever

Both want to be happy

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His

My endless love, found its jagged edge, a diamond hedge

A solemn pledge, was made and broken, a constant dredge

 So all I think, as I’m on the brink, how could it sink

My first instinct, helped me see a link, my cable’s chink

Because for me, to be free I see, but one way out

So my plea, is to sanity, please let me out

I’m just not ready, for something so steady, so please quit

But my heart is heavy, my love is true, can’t deny it

It’s weighing me down, it’s always around, limiting me

I wish I could change, my partial range, and not be empty

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Love

They stick to what they know

They let their feelings grow

In a unusual way of required dismay,

So as they act along in their own little play

They put away all the things they wish to say

These feelings came along, only at the end of it all

After 4 years of fooling around just waiting to fall

In love … they didn’t, so now all hope is tossed

Because if they admit it or not their love is lost