Words can’t express the storms my mind creates

I will not accept my life is my own creation so it must be fate

That I have seen what I have seen

That I can only find peace in a dream

When awake I feel a rage not known to me

When awake I want to cry but my pride stops me

Not a tear shall be shed, not for this life I lead

Not a tear shall be shed, not by me nor my family

I wish I could let the demons in my heart rest

Everyone tells me from emotions, love is the best

But it escapes me every time

So I accept the fact that love won’t be mine

As I spiral down a line of hopelessness

I reach out but all I get is loneliness