I hope you know what kind of heart I’m possibly giving you

The time it took to heal itself, the pain it had to go through

When I love, its unconditional to the point I forget myself

My love runs so deep it actually touches my mental health

And yet you’re standing at the door knocking so Ill open up and trust you, do you even get what it is you’re trying to do

You’re trying to make me give love another chance, another try

Even after Ive suffered through so much deceit and lies

The tears I cried are still stacked in my heart and you want me to hand it over and act as if it is all fine

Want me to fall gain after all the trouble I hd getting up the last time

All of my relationships started the exact same way

With a million promises of forever shared on that first day

And all of them ran away when forever knocked on the door

And after that last one I honestly thought I couldn’t do it anymore

And here you are, asking for one more go, one more shot

I was comfortable where I was, not sure I want my comfort to stop

I was ok with being alone, ok with an empty home

Don’t come into my heart if you plan on leaving it again

I really don’t think I can fix my heart again

This time the pain might poison my soul

And time will no longer be a valid … antidote …

You had better be worth it

I was ok with chasing my dreams and working on me

I don’t have time for games or playing in your little fantasy

If its not a future we are building or looking at

Don’t take time from me you wont be able to give back

I will sacrifice promises I made to my own heart

So you can come in and those walls wont keep us apart

Don’t make me break what I built just so you can walk away from the wreckage complain about the ruins or tell me you have 2nd thoughts

I will try to keep the past as a thing I can forget

All Im saying is, you had better be worth it