It was wave after wave crashing against a heart that was no longer able to defend itself
And now Im spinning underwater not knowing which way is up
But even if I did I wouldn’t want to go there
Because the one I love long since left me to drown
If these waves see it fit to bring me back ashore, your memory and I are going to have to talk about why you’re no longer around
Its been days stacked upon weeks of floating in nothingness
And it feels as if you don’t care that Im lost in the darkness
I hope that when I disappear my memory will drag you into these waters, so you can fight the same waves I fought
Hold back the tears as you go through the same things I thought
You should come see how good it would be to come drown with me
Long since kissed the moon goodbye cause I was hoping for the sun
But you took him with you as well, Im drowing in the sea of our love
My lunges are filled up with the tears that make this sea
I blacked out a long time ago, darkness is all I see
I can hear the waves land on sand
I even hear your hair dance in the wind
But for the life of me I don’t know where you are
So Im screaming in the hopes that you’ll scream back
But not a word is uttered not a whisper is given
This sea is relentless, this sea is unforgiving
Im drowning, but I don’t have it in me to fight anymore
There’s nothing waiting for me at the surface
All I want to know is why would you do this?
Why would you leave me like this?
Do you not care if I die? Would you even cry?
The last time I was drowning you rescued me
Is it too much to ask for the same courtesy
Im being pulled away by this raging current
Pain sits in every corner of my heart, holding a promise that’s burned
This is now how it’s supposed to be
Is leaving me like this what you call love?