Am I truly asking too much, is it really that big of a deal
Are my feelings truly so out of wack that I cant even maintain the possibility,
I don’t even want to talk about how this affects me
I want you to explain yourself
Tell me exactly where it is that I went wrong
Pinpoint the second where I came on too strong
Write me a damn essay where you tell me every wrong step I took
By now you should be able to write a whole book
And I will read every letter until my eyes corrode the ink
Until my mind collapses because I finally understand how you think
Why don’t you just tell me what it is that you want from me
You wanted me to grow, I grew, You wanted me to let go, I flew
You wanted me to walk away and I ran
You wanted me to stop being childish and I became a man
And you still mess with me, I take full responsibility for my mistakes
But you cant put me in a speeding car and nonchalantly tell me you took out the brakes,
In panic I might act in a way unbefitting of you
I might say something unbecoming of you,
But judge me on my actions after that,
But I stand behind every word, wont take a single syllable back,
You’ve broken every heart Ive been able to make
You’ve demolished every feeling that was optional to break
And you still want more, Youre still standing at my door with a fake promise of possibility,
With the fine print stating that with a single misstep Ill be back to feeling empty
But then you tell me that this is the new and improved model
Where all the old kinks are worked out,
And before I realize it, Im hearing you out,
And you never want a signature, you always want a promise,
Im telling you from the lonely corner in my soul, I no longer want this, I’ve tried and I’ve tried and Im tired
Im broken, my heart cant take no more, Im standing here with an empty core,
A mockery of what I could be
And its all your fault, why do this to me, I don’t want to write the same words,
I don’t want to say the same words, I don’t want to see you anymore, Leave me alone,
Find someone else to torture, my love is on empty,
