I have something to tell you, something that might hurt
I know that in the past Ive done you wrong and did some dirt
But I need you to know that it didn’t mean anything
It just happened, before I knew it I was in
Don’t ask me what I was doing there, don’t ask me where we were
I just wanted you to know that Im really sorry I let this occur
I don’t want to play on your insecurities or make you feel a way
But Ive been dying from guilt ever since that day
Its been eating at me, and I just had to tell you
Im sorry this is something we have to go through
No she wasn’t better than you, no she wasn’t pretty
And yes we did it raw, I didn’t have a CD with me
It is all my fault I am to blame
The flaws in my soul created this situation, Im going insane
You deserve better than this, Im not worthy of you
If I were, this wouldn’t be something I would do
I am disgusted by myself, I barely recognize myself
I figured that I left those dirty ways in the dust
I wished till I lost my voice to get rid of lust
But you weren’t there, and now my bed looks different
Feels different, smells different
Whenever Im in bed my skin crawls ‘cause that’s where it happened
Tears fall down my heart because Im beyond saddened
I can still feel her heat and that chills my soul
That night it was as if my mind lost control
The next morning I woke up, it was as if I broke us
As if I brought a sledgehammer and went to work on our trust
Scared to talk to you, scared my confession might drive you away
Frightened that perhaps you wont listen to all I have to say
Because I did this, she had nothing to do with it
She was almost nothing more than an innocent bystander to it
Blame me, scream at me, hate me, despise me
I was the one that did you dirty
Keep in mind that it was not my intention to do
