I cant believe Im still counting the seconds, minutes, days
Its as if my memories are stuck on replay
And all I want to know is do you feel the same way
Do tears roll down your cheek till youre found by sleep
Do you wake up wishing I was there, do you wake up longing for me
Do you ever whisper my name in the dark and hope I would answer
Do you recollect the same way that I reminisce
And do you get mad the same way I get mad Im still feeling like this
I can still feel my lips tingle from your lingering kiss
By all accounts I should be over you
But here I sit counting the seconds Ive been away from you
And my brain tells me that I should move on, but I simply cant
Like Im in a desert counting sand, waiting for you to call
Has time corroded our flame, and forced everything to fall
Do you still ask how Im doing, do you still listen to everyone else
Are you? Because Im not fine by myself
Every second gets harder to let pass me by
There is a storm in my heart that wont allow time to fly
And im sitting here, hoping, praying it will change
Because everyday that gets added slowly drives me insane
And Im sitting here wondering if youre doing ok
Because I don’t want you to feel the same way I do
I don’t want you to go through what Im going through
Counting time by each tear that drops frustrated cause I still love you
And staring at the clock seems to be the only thing I can do
You’ve been on my mind more than you’ve ever been
Ive never looked at my phone hoping it would ring
And I have never, not lost the count for this long
Perhaps we were wrong
Time is no longer my friend, this pain is just too bitter
My heart just wont be quiet, my mind just cant forget you
I sobbed at an hour, I cried at a day, I wept at a week
I bawled at a month, and now I cant hardly speak
Because now its been 6 month, 8 days 12 hours since you went away
